Shrinking the Silence

Sharing a voice on living with rare disease

10 month hair progress – a fringe! — July 25, 2017
Going on holiday with extra baggage — July 21, 2017

Going on holiday with extra baggage

For the first time since my surgeries and desmoid tumour, I went on holiday overseas, to Hawaii, with my rare diseases in tow. I was so nervous in the lead up, as with me… whenever I end up in hospital it is usually out of the blue and the last thing I wanted was to end up in hospital overseas. Luckily all went smoothly and I had an amazing time soaking up the sunshine and catching up with my good friend who showed me around the island!

It was also the first time going on a long plane trip since having my j-pouch (aka no large colon). I know that the altitude can cause a few problems so I was worried that on a 10 hour flight I’d be in and out of the bathroom a lot – but actually on both flights I had no issues at all and with my trusty aisle seat a bathroom was always nearby.

Taking a trip for me now means I have to do a bit more preparing with my travel insurance, doctors letters and making sure I have packed my medications – but it is do-able and this trip has shown I can get away with minimal issues, even while on active treatment for this desmoid tumour.

There’s something about getting on a plane and going far, far away that really made me feel I’d had a proper break from work and all the medical appointments associated with my current treatment.

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Why I smile — July 3, 2017

Why I smile

I smile to put on a brave face.

I smile to distract myself from my worst fears.

I smile to feel normality.

I smile because I have supportive family and friends.

I smile to show I’m more than my illness.

I smile because I have a future.

I smile because there is hope.